Went IMM wif Claire to buy her laptop. Well, her lappy is nice. VAIO red colour. Stylish. I like red recently hahs. Mabe it appeals to be mre sexy n feminine. It cost her dad 2,300 bucks. Hmm.. she damn fortunate to hv a "sugar" daddy loh. l0l. Btw, I just finished quarreling wif my dad. Arse! He said I gt attitude prob. Yah! I noe I'm a problematic child. I just cant connect wif him at times luh. I'm v stressed recently already. Dunno y i cant managed to save any money. FUCK! I'm like fucking broke now lah. Seriously. No saving at all. My allowance is as much as Claire but dunno y she still gt money go shop do tis do tat while I just cant seems to save up any bucks at all. Feel like working but I knew tat if I work it will hv impact on my relationship. Lost siax. I dunwan quarrel wif baby but I am like fucking broke. Dun feel like getting mre money fm my mum. Coz she always give mi money already. Mabe is my fault for buying Junks I think. Mi aint gonna stick back to my old habits. My dad suspects mi smking again. Damn. So I dunwanna get caught for smkin. Waste money on ciggys. Mabe tat is the reason why I am bankrupt. My contact lenses expire already. But no money buy too. Hahas. Realli in deep shit rite? Nvm. I will get it by wed. I wanna change brand coz e brand tat I'm currently using sux. Haiis. When can I ever buy the tiings I wished for?? SiANZ!!!

1. Ladies style levis jeans. 163 bucks
2. More clothes and dresses
3. New pump heels
4. Dye my hair
5. Reborn my hair

GOD. And I still gt mani desire luh. But I cant be too "ambitious". Ltr I revert back to my old ways. l0l. Recently feel kindea depressed again. My knuckles hurts. Tink gt inner injuries already. Sometime the pain is overwhelming but I will just bear wif it. Coz it is my temper tat causes it. TATA ppls.. go bathe le. After tat gonna watch 1 litres of tears from youtube. This is really a very touching japanese show. About a 15 yrs old gal, who suddenly discovered tat she hv a incurable fatal disease. Called spinocelleberum autp....dunno how to spell. Go watch and ur will eventually realise how fortunate we are, living well and healthy. =))

PS: I LOVE BOA!!!!!!! Her song WINTER LOVE IS DAMN NICE!!!

Watch this!! :



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